DeviantTeddybear

Brian Heacox

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Your Teddy Bear by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Your Teddy Bear

If I could be your Teddy Bear For just one single night Before you drifted off to sleep You'd hold me oh, so tight You'd tell me all about your dreams Of finding someone dear A love to hold you in his arms And drive away your fear A love that you could count on When you really feel the need With whom your secrets you would share A special love indeed And as these words escaped your lips You'd gently fall asleep And knowing what you'll never know Your Teddy Bear would weep I'd cry because you would not know You'd found your love so true And then I'd whisper in your ear Your Teddy Bear loves you

Traffic by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Traffic

I find myself beside the road With others passing by With empty stares, they honk their horns I fight the urge to cry My vehicle has broken down And I don't know the cure Perhaps the fuel I put in it Is anything but pure I need to find the fastest way To get back on the trail But if my car will carry me My driving skills will fail And so I sit upon the ground And contemplate my fear That any car I drive at all Will bring me right back here

My Hate For You by DeviantTeddybear, literature

There'll Be No Sun by DeviantTeddybear, literature

Romeo and Rosaline by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Romeo and Rosaline

I walk among the sycamores And think of Rosaline Her gorgeous lips and flowing hair With skin so soft and fine But Rosaline is chaste And now I find myself alone Would I have fallen for her Had I already known? Now Rosaline is lost in love And now there so am I She will deny my every touch Until the day I die Now's the time to settle up To move on and forget For Rosaline won't have me And I must find my Juliet

Dancing In The Shadows by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Dancing In The Shadows

The candles burned across the room For myself and my love And as we made love quietly Our shadows danced above The flickers of the light pronounced A figure on the wall Our bodies joined together In a silhouette in Fall She made me warm and I warmed her Although we both were cold Only we two mattered then In a fairy tale so old I held her softly in my arms And we both fell asleep And I realized that very night My heart was hers to keep

Maybe Sex Is Not For Me by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Maybe Sex Is Not For Me

I need to find a woman Who cares because I do The ones that I have met See I care and then we're through Of all the ones I've been with I didn't care for one But the ones that I have cared for Have seen my heart and then we're done Is there something wrong with me Or something I don't get Since with the girls I've slept with I haven't cared for one I've met Perhaps I'm better suited For homosexuality But I'm not interested in dick Maybe sex is not for me

The Flirt by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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The Flirt

She lets me hold her tightly She lets me kiss her neck We understand that we're just friends And a peck is just a peck But then she says she's done And that we'll go nowhere from here So I sit back and talk of whores While sipping on my beer But she wants to stay friends with me And have some touchy fun And then she thinks I give a shit Who she fucks when we are done I don't expect a thing from her And she never lets me down But she keeps asking if I care When she goes on the town

Undesirable by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Undesirable

Is there something wrong with me? Have I spurned some vengeful God? What's wrong with me? I ask myself The world to me seems odd Guys named Brian can get laid I know a few myself And fat guys can, ugly ones too Yet I sit upon the shelf I make a bit of money I want more, but this is fine But what I drive or where I live Have no effect on woman-kind I'll try to lose some weight And then I'll lift some weights as well And then someday I just might be The buffest fuck in Hell

Everyone's Best Friend by DeviantTeddybear, literature

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Everyone's Best Friend

People seem to like me Guess I'm the guy you want to know If you think shopping is the best Because I've got the cash to blow And people love my parties Where they get drunk and high But I sit on the corner While the ladies pass me by I'm the guy to talk to To feel good about yourself Then you can fuck some other guy And I'll go fuck myself I'm everyone's best friend Because I've got the things you need Unless you're looking for some love That's a book I cannot read

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Angels + Demons 04 by DeviantTeddybear, visual art

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About DeviantTeddybear

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
www.facebook.com/brian.heacox
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Current Residence: Carmichael, CA
Favourite genre of music: Anything but Country
Favourite photographer: see "Favorite Artist"
Favourite style of art: Photo Manipulation
Operating System: Windows 8
Shell of choice: The defensive kind. lol I guess my personal fav is Root
Wallpaper of choice: Anything provocative
Skin of choice: Smooth and soft
Favourite cartoon character: Aqua Teen Hunger Force, all of them
Personal Quote: Time heals all wounds, so does love, but love leaves you feeling content when the healing is done.

Favourite Visual Artist

Someone who hasn't yet been discovered, or has and was arrested.

Favourite Movies

Hackers, The Godfather Series, any Mafia movie or Cyberpunk.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Marilyn Manson, Rage, Pumpkins, Lil Wayne, anyone who strikes my heart and makes my body move

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

Fallout: New Vegas or Assassin's Creed III

Favourite Gaming Platform

Tools of the Trade

Pen, Paper, PC, Photoshop, 3D Studio Max, and a Deviant Mind

Other Interests

Sex(who doesn't love sex, but I'm referring to a topic of conversation), Games, Poetry, Movies, Art

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DeviantTeddybear

Jan 4, 2007

Where to find me

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Okay, well, I haven't been on here in awhile, but I wanted to stop by and let everyone know where they can reach me. I have a page now on myspace but I'm not on often, the url is http://www.myspace.com/deviantteddybear I do check my Facebook profile often, which is http://www.facebook.com/brian.heacox and there is also phone and e-mail contact info on the page for your use. Enjoy!

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DeviantTeddybear

May 19, 2005

Congratulations Are In Order

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Okay, so I started working valet at stripclubs for one reason. To familiarize myself with the business and get into management, so I could learn more and eventually open up The Highrise... I had an interview today with a strip club, AND I LANDED THE JOB! I start Tuesday and things are starting to look up. Hey baby, I'll be able to fly you out this summer, let me know when is best for you. I'll be taking a small per-hour pay cut for my 30-day probation, but I'll be working more hours, so I'll be making more. Then after thirty days or if I prove myself before that, even more.

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DeviantTeddybear

May 13, 2005

One More Mistake

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Eh. So I've been working as a valet at a stripclub... Last Saturday one of the girls came out and bummed a cigarette, then invited me to an afterhours club with her. We hit it off and Sunday I took her to a bar my friend owns. We had some fun and probably a few too many drinks, and ended up back at my place. Afterwards, I talked to her the next day, and although the details were fuzzy, she remembered having a great time, and was still sore to prove it. Meanwhile her step-brother (and former fiancee) and I have become best friends. She and I agreed to be friend's with benefits for the time being, but she's been blowing me off and everytime we

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DeviantTeddybear

Feb 4, 2013

Just checked my page for the first time in forever. Been over 5 years. I have so much to put on here from the last few years...

Chernobylpets

Apr 17, 2006

My sincere thanx for the

tis always a honor to meet a new friend.

please drop a line anytime.

Chernobyl

purplethorn

Jun 3, 2005

Hey, happy birthday buddy! Much love on your special day. I

for you. Lost your number, couldn't call. Hope the new year for you is all it should be.

DeviantTeddybear

Sep 4, 2006

Idunno if you still jump on here or not hun, I finished the book, and I've been becoming more spiritual as of late, like you suggested, I'm not quite a bible thumper yet, but I am starting to believe more strongly in something higher. Anywho, I'm back in Dallas, working as much as possible and looking for a better job (what's new, right) and if you feel the urge to call, hit me at (972) 557-3689.

DeviantTeddybear

Jul 22, 2005

Damnit babe. I never saw this until now. My number is (972) 567-0348, at least till the first of August, then I'm going to look into getting a new phone. I'll cal you today, se if I can hear your voice.

Squash-n-Stretch

Mar 16, 2005

wow I like your stuff...good at life drawing I imagine

I like life drawing but I'm nowhere near as good as you! Nice work man.

serge

Mar 2, 2005

wow

i am pleased to see how your gallery has grown! you will soon surpass my number of deviations!
you are well on your way brian!